this time they stayed.
this time they did not fade away as I dried my face
this time I can not forget.
the words you used to strangle me,
are now a part of me
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Tag: soulful
#Healing
Some people look at the world and see pain and sorrow…
Some people take that pain and sorrow and introduce it to love.
-following your purpose requires faith
God is trying to do something through me and my life… I’m not sure what exactly though…
Others may tell me otherwise…
But how can you argue with a vision that was given to me from God???
Hypocrites…
-your love
is powerful, instinctive, secure, selfless…
your love is the love that mends souls…
your love is the love that I need, you are what I need…
-this too shall pass
a tear on my notebook from the night before…
a small reminder of what WAS
L.O.V.E.
Love is learned.
love= possibilities… confidence… desire… gratitude… honesty… compassion… selfless.. empathy… encouraging… fearless… disappointing… curious… instinctive… hope… strength… passion… internal… patient… fulfilling… painful… egoless… experiences… commitment… respect… God… wholeness… a reflection of you
“Love yourself so that love will not be a stranger when it comes…”
-Jenifer Lewis
Living with anxiety and depression, oh and being bipolar…
Dealing with my mental health is comparable I think to a game of seesaw… expect I’m the only person playing.
I mean, for the most part, I am pretty functional… no one knows what I deal with unless I choose to share with them… Most days it seems I’m just sitting and waiting for the next episode, and when it arrives it’s a constant fight of who’s going up and who’s going down…
Anxiety is having thoughts that I don’t want in my head running and running until they stumble from exhaustion. It’s feeling fearful and doubtful and self-loathing…
Depression is feeling completely useless, unworthy, and hopeless… no sense of ambition… just an emptiness that engulfs my entire being.
Being bipolar are those moments when I’m like sooo elated and like OMG, all this energy and I just want to daaaaance. LALALALA I’m so productive, look at me getting sh*t done. I’m just freaking AWEEESome. My mind is racing and like, I’m here and here and I’m there too. But then it’s over…… and I guess I’m okay… and I mean I’m chilling I guess, yawn.. blahh. I could go do something but… yeah probably not, I’ll just sit right here.
